I have been blessed with an internship, my modeling gigs are picking up and I feel a sense of calm.
I went back home to see my friends in prayer circle and told them about my progress. I also mentioned my spiritual progress and how I felt “transformed” into a stronger and more aware person. We talked about how sometimes we get so caught up in our own plans and our fast-paced lifestyles that we forget to talk to Creator about it.
It is normal for even the most spiritually grounded to forget that Creator will help us out, but we never ask or have so much doubt and negativity in our souls that it leaves no room for Him to work on us. Sometimes we have to slow down, take a deep breath, and just let Creator know: “I’m stuck, I really don’t know what to do at this point. Please direct me, give me strength and clarity and protect me from anything that will distract me from fulling your plans for me.” Oh, that’s another thing, we also forget that many of the plans we make won’t happen. Not because we did not do enough or we did something wrong, we just forget that before are souls came here, we made a blueprint with Creator, He will help us with our goals when we realize we might be reaching for something we were not meant to have.
I wanted to live in a certain place, marry a certain man, and have a certain job; but none of it happened. I blamed myself and thought I did not deserve what I wanted, but as I went through my spiritual journey (and still going through it) I understood that Creator had better plans for me all I had to do was ask and trust Him. Even when I had my doubts I asked Creator what more could I do and he answered, “Relax daughter, I’m working on it. Trust me.” Now, I am doing things that I never even thought of doing and I feel there is more to come.
If you feel confused, frustrated or just plain bummed out, just tell Creator, He cannot do anything unless you give Him permission to work on you.
